He wishes he was the one for her-
I hope you lose the one thing you have
I hope you realize one day what you had
Brag about you like you are a trophy
Talk about you like your my favorite hobby
I wonder if you see me crying at night
Hugging my bed
Will you regret all the things you said
Every Second I wish he leaves
I beg you god, please
Scared he is taking you away from me
I just don’t understand
Why he treats you so bad, worse than I could ever have had
Demand you for things I never asked
Maybe i am just an outcast
It boils my blood when he yells at you
Tells you, you are the worst
But you are only mine not his so how can he say this
You ask me why I write all the these love songs about you
Cause you are the only love I want
I could fight the whole world for you
Love no one if they dont love you
One day all these will just be memories
Silly stories you will tell
Cause I will leave soon
I won’t look back
Leave without a goodbye
I wonder if you see me crying at night
Will you still think you were right
I wanna be excited to see you
But I am too scared
Thinking I will give you another reason to hate me more
Can you see I am looking at you from a distance
Cause I can see
The water in my eyes I see you through the water in my eyes
I wish I could take back all my lies
Tell you what’s true
Its that I love you
But how do I say sometimes I wish I killed my soul that day
I feel my checks wet
I wiped it off but I won’t forget
What you do for him but not me
You won’t even listen
Just shut me up
I got zero motivation filled with hesitation
I used to wish he would leave us alone
Use to say I would do anything for him to disappear
Hope he doesn’t reappear
But I should be the one who leaves
God please take me
If you don’t love me it’s fine
Then Tell me what’s true
why would you say you do
Please never say I love you
I hope when I am gone
He kisses your face
Makes you smile, then mad for a while
He says goodnight
Will cry in your lap after a fight
I hope he comes home, is excited to tell you everything that goes on in his life
Sings you all his love songs
Looks at you with awe
And thinks
She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
Her heart was so clean
Even the stars look at her and won’t look away
He will lose himself in your eyes
He will be scared you will laugh at his songs or you will say hmm to one of his lines
I hope what he does is good enough
But I still wish it reminds you of me
Hope you miss me